my pain

terbangn jam4.15 pagi..terasa seperti ada sesuatu yang tersekat di kerongkong..apakah itu? satu kesakitan yang amat pasti..yang teramat sakit tak dapat nak ungkap dengan kata kata..

yes..tonsil aku makin membengkak..dah la bengkak skali dengan nanah pulak tu..woii sakit Allah je yang tahu..kalau sakit kat rumah boleh la p kejut ummi..ngadu sakit tekak and she know what to do to reduce my pain..but now im in Sintok..who can help me??they dont even now what the tonsil is..and i dont want to trouble them..its my problem so i will handle it myself..malas nak susahkan orang lain..

im calling my mother and crying over the phone..the pain is one thing, but when i heard my mother's voice somehow my tears was rolling down like a waterfall..cant stop it..and with my crying voice i had woke up my rumate accidentally..

my mother told me that the tonsil need to be cut out..what???okayy..its very scary..tapi kalau tak buang skang mungkin nanti lebih teruk..

tapi kesakitan itu jelas ternyata..nak balik rumahh..sangat nak balik sekarang ni..sobsss:(