Frustration~
dup dap..dup dap..
mak aihhh...tinggal lagi beberapa jam nk exam..my first paper..HUBUNGAN ETNIK...ya Allah..hanya Tuhan saja yng taw betapa gementarnye hati ini..aku sangat takut..rse2 cam da habes jew stdy kalo berdasrkn tips yg meraka kasik tuh..tp ntah la..tkot xleyh nk jwab..ya Allah..tolonglah aku..permudahkan lah urusan hidupku untuk petang neyh..aku teringin sngt nk capai apa yng tlah d target..nak luruh jntung aku bile pikirkan paper petang neyh..aku di library skg neyh...bersama ngan cik padhilah..dye pun tekun menghfal..
dikala debaran kian memuncak menantikan untk msukk ke dewan exm..mamat neyh sebokk jew ganggu aku..heyyy..tolong lah..aku xkenal ko kott..aku nk exam skg neyh..stop from disturbing me...u r anooyed me rite now...aku ckap leklok xnk dgr..kalo ckp kasar kn tkot dye wat pape lak kat ak..YaAllah..sume neyh salah aku..terlalu "peramah" melayan mskol yng xdknali..bukan ap..kot2 yg kol aku 2 kwan2 lama kew..o senior2 kew nk mntk tolong pape..mne la aku taw nk jd cmneyh..adeiii...sgt skit hati skg neyh..sbnrnye aku SANGATTT TAKUTT okeyyy...pape jew la..hopefully dye da xkaco aku da..pleiz sumbody help me to kick out this person from my life..serabut giler aku rse ngan hal neyh..dila kate xyah layan..haruslah aku xlyan kan..arghhh..lantak ko la..bukan aku knal ko pon..kedit aku pun bukn utk ko kann..hahahha..rse cam jhat giler statement neyh..huhuhu..pape jew la..k la..nak smbung mnelaah..for the last time..b4 amek paper neyh..paper start kul2.30 petang neyh..kawan2..gud luck ya!!!!luv u all..i believe we can do it..InsyaAllah...daa~
Pengalaman + Pengajaran~
Aim 4 today~
- habiskan study contract - remedies..frustration(lagi sket)..
- sambung study legal skill - xbyk bab tp cam malas..xpe2..rajin kan diri!!!!!..
- kalo bole nk stay kt library smpi kul9 malam..if larat la..hehehe..if not blek ptang and singgah d kak mona la jwabnyer..huhuhu
2 jew kot..untuk hari neyh..ad beberapa hari lagi nk final..pantas sungguh masa berlalu..sem depan da sem3..da msuk tahun 2 pengajian..da besar da aku rupanya...heheehe..okeyyy..smpi sini jew..tetibe ad idea len nak post kt new entry..chowww~^_^
important dates!!!!!!
http://www.umis.uum.edu.my/umis/biodata/slipexam.jsp
disini bermula..
baekk..setelah 3hari berkampung di SMK pokok sena, kepala batas, penang..bermula suda perjalanan mggu study week..penat masih teras..bersisa..pngalaman yang agak manais ketika kami pergi ke sana..1st tyme aku handle dak2 2 as a mahasiswa dr Universiti..sblum neyh tyme aku skola2 dulu jew lar..tyme xda asas langsung sal fasi..skg neyh ad la sket2 ilmu sal fasi neyh..okeyy..xnak cite panjang2 sal ekm 2..overall mmg gempak la ak rase...
hari neyh aku d library bersama ngan cik dhila..ya ampunn..amatlah sejuk disini..jaket korporat lom siap ag..mud tuk study lom tiba..nak study tp syaitan menguasai diri..*xguna punyer syaitan...berambus ko dri hidup aku..hahahahah..*..aku nak study, tp cam malas..aku study POM..perghh..mmg sbjek tdow la neyh..aku nak gain mud stdy ktne...pleizz give the idea..sgt buntu..byk lagi aku xstdy..exm mnjelang tiba..cmne nak wat neyh..alahai..so..amek kputusan tuk beronline la..hahahaa..mmg internet neyh da cam dadah da lam diri aku..xleyh nk pisah..kalo x bakak facebook..pasti bukak blog..haihhhhh..
nak tulis lagi sbenarnya..tp tetibe idea ilang plak..neyh gara-gara aku terpandangkan si azeed la neyh..hahaha..sian azeed..ko lak aku tuduh kan..tp xpew..mmg patut coz smalam ko berebut seat dpan ngan aku kann..ahahah..*poyo kann..2 pun nk dendamm..heheh..sje2 jew..tyme xbtol neyh..*hahaha...senget2..adeihh..k la..nak post kat entri len plak..chowww..~
Baby Are You Down Down Down~
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, down,
Even if the sky is falling down,
Down, down
Ooh (ohhh)
You oughta know, tonight is the night to let it go,
Put on a show, i wanna see how you lose control,
So leave it behind `cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape.
So baby don`t worry, you are my only,
You won`t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You`ll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, down,
Even if the sky is falling down,
Just let it be, come on and bring your body next to me,
I`ll take you away, hey, turn this place into our private getaway,
So leave it behind `cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape,
(so why don`t we run away)
So baby don`t worry, you are my only,
You won`t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You`ll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, down,
Even if the sky is falling down,
Lil wayne
Even if the sky is falling down like she supposed to be,
She gets down low for me,
Down like her temperature, `cause to me she zero degree,
She cold, overfreeze,
I got that girl from overseas,
Now she my miss america,
Now can i be her soldier please,
I`m fighting for this girl,
I`m a battlefield of love,
Don`t it look like baby cupid sent his arrows from above,
Don`t you ever leave the side of me,
Indefinitely, not probably,
And honestly im down like the economy,
Yeahhhhhh
So baby don`t worry, you are my only,
You won`t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You`ll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, down,
Even if the sky is falling down
saje-saje nak post lirik neyh..cam besh jew..hehehehe.....:))
nothing to say.....
okeyy..msti anda2 semua da bace kan my previous post..hehehe..tetiba rase malu plak..tp bia lar..walopon bnde neyh da berlalu for about a week, but still i cant accept it..rse cam insiden berdarah jew..hehehe..poyo kan..lantak lah..thnx 2 my fren yg sudi mendengar cite ku td..lgpun dye yg beria suh ak cite td..hehehehe...
currently, im still awaking..like an owl..wanna sleep but couldnt sleep..okeyy..in early mornig, aku msuk hutan sintok..beshhh..jungle trekking..yg neyh abg daus yg ajak..aku ape lgi..ikut jew ar..pnglaman ar pnting..bkn snang taw dak law nk masuk bnde2 sampingan neyh..
bile tiba waktu exam..kenangan tyme asasi menjengah kembali..teringat pada waktu itu..kami study bersama-sama..bertungkus lumus bersama-sama..tnpa mngenal erti penat lelah..sanggup stay up kt mcd..smata-mata untk study..korang..rindu saat itu..korang tiada pengganti..mmg suasana di uum ini bess..tp masih byk lagi lacuna yg aku rasai..xsama..dulu aku ad korang untuk study bersama-sama..makan bersama-sama..shoppng bersama-sama..skang neyh..aku kt sini...hanya dipndang sebelah mata oleh insan-insan tertentu..rakan-rakan asasi disini semuanya bess..mereka sangat bagus..n baekk juga..tp aku tetap rindukan korang..*tetibe rasa nak nangis..emo lak tetibe*
xpew la..nak wat cmne..untuk kebaikan masing-masing..rakan-rakan uum juga sangat baekk..mereka sangat caring sebenarnya bile kite telah mngenal hati budi mereka..begitu juga dengan rakan-rakan stpm disini..mereka berpikir dengan matang..tp tidak kepada beberapa individu..yang aku rasakan kurangnye sikap matang dalam diri mereka walopon mereka telah bergelar senior..tidak semua..tapi hanya segelintir daripada mereka..bukan aku ingin menyalahkan mereka..tapi hanya sekadar coretan di ruangan ini..hehehehe..
k cukup...kekeringan idea kerana mengantuk..esok ad satu kelas jew..retorik..dengar cite cam malas jew nak g esop..nak kuar g cari barang sket..dosa x haa??kalo xg??pape jew la..pk esok..ngantuk neyh..hehehee...salam..~